never now

I sit listen harmonic note scales like fish
Slick with swim sound rising melodic,
Tonic soothe heart/soul.
Sooth and see peace unto me:
Future-like when wants desire nothing
Or needs halfway met become.

When clutter less cluttered, squared away
Round the corner smoothed edge gets
Then I talk no talk, walk with no get there
Hurry, only now, not to be or were--
What tense verb conjugate into never nothing?
Gotta have it, but don’t get it.
Just don’t get it for seeking.

Me no or yes matter not, only do or don’t.
Doer done deeds:  not-doer do not-deeds?
What done can be: undone by time.
Never is some kind of time,
Can’t find it nowhere.
When nothing multiplied by something,
Anything, one thing…more nothing?
Got plenty for this nowhere.

Falling note feathers fly by,
Song sing ebb flow, flutter and
Flattering form, make sense from
Sensation. Void filled and mind
Stilled, stalled on a thought:
Two-way highway to nowhere.