except

your moon soft glow of my sleep
deprived dreams, this haunted
absence. a creeping silence you uninhabit,
not arriving. your name is not. my name.
your body is not. my body. no scents
to splendor this hollow.
you can't exist.
except

the minutes pass the hours. pass
daynights one long continue
empty trains through fog, misty
forgotten that which yet appearsn't.
there is distance, none. only
the infinite span. be
tween this agony foreverever now
your uncertainty.
except

i wait i wither
i look i linger
even as i search i see
age exponentiating.
will you come for me
my final death?
bring home me. comfort
able.
except

thought touch

see hear:  this
thought touch impenetrable
as if watery stones, waves
that I live farewell
these uncertain window curtains
to the soul such as eye
lids on the sun’s ramble. under
stand? my grief is far. entrench
habits well worn, cumber
some words meaning
less. afflictions are arithmetic.
equations that require balance.
pay homage to entropy.

happiness in drag. weather
or not whether, it rains. upside down,
the moon is a lie. life is not
prone to your beliefs.
because of this
I insert silence into space
surrounding the ambients, or.
its ambience. to possess
lingual finitude. an end
less will begin again.
cyclical pair-o-docks i am
moored to. more to this, add
infinitum.

dexterity. it is written
in tongue, ink well worn badges
of honor. tattooed to abstrusion.
i am an example of this.

back words

of distracted desires and deadly dreams
i carry this cloak of heavy humidity,
where in raiment melancholic
is found ingredients for some stretch
of fraudulent seas. this pallor. colorless
as hues of confusion, crystal clear,
as tears joyfully remainder, or
remind a heart's echoes beating.

where in meaning is found
? this place of birth, my misplaced
worth stretched across worried furrow
lines streaked upon sullen cheeks ?
mad hatter of matter...what's the ?...?
answer, this response. a question
of beauty, of what's real, or real.
of what? 's worth my time running
out of. before it was granted. taken
for a ride on these wingless despairs.
something i've done before, oh yes.
backwards.

get back,
words. give back
these words of wonder.

laziness

self anarchy: an arcane
anecdote antedates this
anachronistic chronicle
of a death foretold. four fold
wings flock frivolous triviality
really not reality.
relatively, inactivity lively
thrives in riveting river
droplets of time flying
through this hourglass eye
of the needle. stitches seem
tailored to precise incisions
knifed in surgical steps, or
increments crept upon. sneaky.
like surprises. packaged presents
here now. after
thought. as in life. an
afterthought.