me-ning

as a means of meaning,
of what sense is sense
     less like feeling more
                like a float
ing, a
           ~ drift ~
   with       
    out
direction. yet
secure in
     space/or/time

but not particularly

like how things be -
     come
    this
           way
, word and s
         peech
 >silence as if mere gesture<
and howto
suffice insufficience
    ?
still, it's
a suffer, not des
    -           titution
    -          solation
but a quietude, a see
ing observation, as a sci
ence de
    fining
            solitude

no laws abide
    , to bind
, only what is
    perception. and that
is hypothetical

can
this
    be real,
this
    i am
this               ?
     not as
    i was, but
                        still,
here i be @
this

and what
's hap'nin, they ask.
                   i
     a conjured trick of the
mind, so.....
        i can't know. is it
what i say what i feel
what i think it should
be   ?    all
of this story, an is ,
how fiction
               is ,
a reflection

{ still
i cannot
talk} you? all i am
      is this
               /hidden\
meaning  meaning
                    less
than under |
                  | standing,
                 stand?
under   ^