love, fuck you

love.
fuck you.
why the selfish?
why. when
i of you
give, so so
little, un
satisfying, un
full
    filling?
you live
elsewhere, but
when here, i
un     satiate.
today grace
is kissed, tomorrow
my lips
are sealed,
bereft.

love.
i hate
your masquerading
politics, dis
satisfaction, fickle
speech.
love.
i am
not enough?
my worth,
your terms.
me, square in
your round. un
fit.

love.
fuck you.
sometimes.
as now, when
things dry up&life
is f{r}iction.
you cover
me. my
garden feeds
none. but passing
birds.

me, this stone
floating. you,
the sea i sink in
too. i cannot
breathe under
water.